its Friday morning and I'm feeling lost and low don't know why as it has been a good week and next week the WRC comes to wales (Swansea) and i will be there all week working it will be strange in two ways first to see the people i haven't seen since last year i.e the pit crews drivers and helpers so that will be good . 2Nd not seeing the people i normally see local if it makes sense. I now i will be very busy so my mind will be occupied a lot of the time but a lot has happened since last year wen the rally was in town (my mother has died, i have come out as a christian learnt to put other people before myself which has been hard, had a mini breakdown which I'm still trying to get to grips with) so as you can see a lot has changed . made a load of new Friends who i really can call friends in Zacs and the GS . i wish i could be there for every one to love and comfort them but there are times when i just need to hide away from the world.
last night at zacs was good i learnt a lot about a person who comes there on a Tuesday and was quiet shocked the she knows my sister and her family it was good, H was as normal full of bounce and love for all and still she doesn't engage her brain before talking to some of us which is so cute and unfortunately i have a very quick wit , other good news is Stephen has been dry for 24 hours which was fantastic i hope he can keep it up and will pray for him.
myself i have a problem which i don't know what to do about i will pray on it today so please add me to your prays today as i need gods guidance over this matter .
Thank you
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- Eifion
- Swansea, United Kingdom
- born in wales have spent most of my life here , have been a closet christian for years only recently came out also im dislexic so please excuse any spelling .
2 comments:
allright luv we do not have to mock the afflicted-im sure theres some genetic default with my brain and mouth!
i hope you are not feeling to low.i dont like it when ppl are low.the changes will be strange but a necessary evil i hav no doubt and change is good.when day changes to night you get a lovely sunset,when seed changes to plant you get a lovely flower so its all good.it was awesome bout stephen i hope e does well.
read psalm 139 its good esp v7
well off to see your cuz now!
be blessed
xhx
It sounds like it's been a tough year for you but well done on coming through.
No-one expects us to be on a high at all times; sometimes we need to be alone. That's fine too.
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